From one breakdown to another breakdown. No matter how productive the day is, the fact that I still wandering around not knowing what I want to do in my life is suffocating. As I'm in my way to seek hikmah & repair the whole long-lost-deep-relationship with Him, I've been drowned into breakdown more often than always. It feels like I'm walking on a...
Lemah, lemau, takut Itu cukup menggambarkan aku Hingga makin lama, ayat dari mulut dah start untuk hilang synchronized Jadi signal, berapa lama sudah aku jauh dari masyarakat Berapa lama sudah aku hidup jauh dari kebiasaan Susah Susah sangat nak bagi orang faham. Orang cakap memanglah senang Hingga aku jadi malas untuk bercakap Yang asyik nak menang Hingga yang asyik bertentang. Tenang mira tenang...
It my man birthday but I'm still overwhelmed by this reeling feeling. A mixture of unsure and unhappy. Honestly, I'm in great despair. I know how it feels to be alone, seeing only me, talk to only me. Now, I am back to forget all the pain that scares me for the whole 5 years but I'm seemingly unwanted :) My marriage sounds...
Plan upside down sebab hujan wuuuuuwuuuuu. But takpe, being with these super A team dah okay dah haha. Boleh panggil A7 i think. they made me feel learnt a lot about myself and belajar pasal orang. my thankfulness is beyond infinity. ...
So most of the times, i got annoyed as i got socialized. I am so sorry :( I don't like mindless, careless people. people who talk real loud, people who explain simple things for 5 mins like hello weh, can u stop? people who regrets for the choice they've made, people who malas to listen carefully. i just can't sometimes. i mcm can...
Just pass me by Like December wind Collecting the night breeze In the cold snow seasons I guess i am too carefree And carelessly holding your heart A bit to arrogant for anyone liking Too silent for just A justification They asked me to change But I can't seem to let go Years passing by I haven't change There is not much I...
Can we simply conclude that i'm so happy today? :) For million reasons. Found few good and encouraging friends, who honestly root for you as you root for them. I'm just happy and grateful. I miss deeper conversation more than anything else. Maybe I should meet Ruhil somewhere, sometimes. I miss my craziness and all straight-forward relation that i've established since ever. ......................................................*screaming...
It's okay to lose It's okay to failed It's okay to fall Those hard times will passed Today will be tomorrow Tomorrow willthen goes by One thing yang I always reminds myself is to be grateful first, to bersangka baik dulu dengan Tuhan. Selagi kita bersangka baik dengan ujian/aturan Allah, Allah akan berikan berita gembira berjuta kali baik daripada benda buruk yang jadi...
I feel so good these days, Alhamdulillah. All thanks to Allah, my parents, Alex and yessssssss THANK YOU SO MUCH lah my supervisor hahhahaha. Rasanya kena pi jumpa dia everyday untuk feels better about PSM hahaha. Maybe I have a serious trust issue kot, I don't believe in Dr Faiz, I don't believe I can graduate, I don't believe in myself and blahblah....
The feeling that i have right now, sebijik macam rasa masa kat matriks. The urgency to leave. I can't really put up with campus life anymoreee. I want to be with my family, although its tiring but I love every seconds I've spent with them. I guess my parents spoilt me too much during last holiday, I am now having hard times even...
Just warning you, this gonna be a lengthy post. It just hits me real hard this few days on how much great blessings I have in my life. Me? all this time I was too busy for being paranoid over all big and little things, assuming things, scratching plans that I don’t write in papers. As I don’t have much time left, my...
