Often i think, betul ke dia.

All this time, I live my life without any consent of deep thought for anythings. But now, I just helplessly couldn't let things passed by and life to the fullest.

I'm a big, grown up woman with good education. I won't waste any of my minutes for something that I wasn't sure of but I still take it as mine. Erk

But yeah, no one could ever hides themselves for too long. I keep on believe on that. Now, today yes I can see it barely within my two eyes. So should I wait and analyze even more? Should I just stop, and make my own way?

I don't know either. I'm still waiting for an answer.

I honestly want you yo be happy. & want me to be happy. So, stop whatever you are doing, find yourself once again and let start over.

i believe in you! thanks for the cake.

*sighing*

It's a relieve. To stop being anyone's burden. Having a girlfriend in such a young age is suck, i know. I hope you can really go, you really pissed off, you get over me, over everything, move on and sleep. You will meet someone else tomorrow.

Sleep well my man. Life is always like this.
I'm a problematic girl.

& you just too late to realize.