I believe there will be a rainbow on the other side & I just need to keep it up and move forward, just like how I always do.

I am getting 21, does it looks like a routine? :')

The painful night had passed and I just want be fine for one more time.



& I surely will.

I want to make this entry extraaaaaa long.

But

I'm just happy, I'm happy to know you

Most of the time, kalau ada isu yang menarik and selalunya benda yang complicated macam random art ni I always terfikir "nanti tanya dialah", "cuba ckp dgn dia nanti". HAHAHA ITS FREAKING CREEPY TAPI ENTAHLAH KENAPA.

Just thanks my fairygodfather, always my lifesaver. When times are hard, you always there yes although you kuat mencarut lol haha.

It sad sebab you nak grad dah but its fine. I hope you happy kat luar sana. Just be happy, you deserve it. Its pretty alhamdulillah sebab I tak kenal you masa you tengah bersedih dulu hahaha. I just can't. It hurts me somehow.

Thank you bro. I owe you a lot. Semoga Allah membalas kebaikan you.

You know
There will be a point in your life
Where you are just tired hoping, waiting, caring, expecting, planning

"I don't really wanna care and I just want to live my life in my way"

There is so many words, language and song lyrics
I still can't relay the message that I would like to convey
Its not anyone fault
It just
Tasteless, bland;

That I just swayed the feeling
Most of the time

That is - an ignorant me
How i teach myself not to care
But i end up pretending to be so nice

Actually, deep inside
I felt nothing

Basically its my act of courtesy
Maybe

I guess I am not good enough to sum things and write up
I just write fantasies and nightmares
To feel alive

I hate love story