A Glimpse of My Weakness

Love One

21:20

Can we simply conclude that i'm so happy today? :)

For million reasons. Found few good and encouraging friends, who honestly root for you as you root for them. I'm just happy and grateful. I miss deeper conversation more than anything else. Maybe I should meet Ruhil somewhere, sometimes. I miss my craziness and all straight-forward relation that i've established since ever.

......................................................*screaming myself* this feels so gooooooooooood.

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Tiada yang kebetulan, semuanya bersebab

22:46

It's okay to lose

It's okay to failed

It's okay to fall

Those hard times will passed

Today will be tomorrow

Tomorrow willthen goes by

One thing yang I always reminds myself is to be grateful first, to bersangka baik dulu dengan Tuhan. Selagi kita bersangka baik dengan ujian/aturan Allah, Allah akan berikan berita gembira berjuta kali baik daripada benda buruk yang jadi kat kita. We can't control our live, we can't control what happen next, jadi serahkan jiwa kepada Tuhan yang mengaturkan segalanya. He will return you the favor.

My paranoid self makes me to be very cautious over small little things, because they matter. So, untuk selamatkan diri, I can't rely on somebody to makes me feel better. There comes; a quote a day, count your blessings, what are you grateful for today - section in my planner. First, second time buat rasa takde apa-apa. Masuk weeks, you will start to feel the differences where you start to see things differently.

In our live, setiap masa dan umur yang diberikan we should improve and improve more. Works on meningkatkan kualiti hidup kita, sifat kita, reaction kita. Semua orang idam bahagia tapi relaxlah, bahagia yang abadi kan kat syurga :)

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Believe in the process

22:56

I feel so good these days, Alhamdulillah. All thanks to Allah, my parents, Alex and yessssssss THANK YOU SO MUCH lah my supervisor hahhahaha. Rasanya kena pi jumpa dia everyday untuk feels better about PSM hahaha. Maybe I have a serious trust issue kot, I don't believe in Dr Faiz, I don't believe I can graduate, I don't believe in myself and blahblah. Its a typical me and I find its annoying to even think about it haha lol.

So these few days, I've been wandering around and looking for peace. If tak masjid, then tasik. If tak tasik then masjid or else I'll be bertapa kat bilik hahaha. With few lo-fi music and watch the sun set like memang boleh terbang la mengelamun. Sometimes I met kids yang lari-lari with their parents and my hearts melt huuuuuuuuuuuuuhuuuuuuuuu.

Why tasik PKU? I have a real solid reason for that tapi I tak dapat feel for now sebab badan gatal-gatal haha. So lets baring haha.

See you and semoga dipermudahkan urusan buat semuaa.

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