Just pass me by
Like December wind
Collecting the night breeze
In the cold snow seasons

I guess i am too carefree
And carelessly holding your heart
A bit to arrogant for anyone liking
Too silent for just A justification

They asked me to change
But I can't seem to let go

Years passing by
I haven't change

There is not much I can do
The least thing for my pitiful effort
Will be the scream in my head and my heart

It's hurt me so much to see you hurting
Making me numb and froze
Like a sad ending scene in movie

I guess I can't complain much
It is me who never change
That can't really say what's inside

Can we simply conclude that i'm so happy today? :)

For million reasons. Found few good and encouraging friends, who honestly root for you as you root for them. I'm just happy and grateful. I miss deeper conversation more than anything else. Maybe I should meet Ruhil somewhere, sometimes. I miss my craziness and all straight-forward relation that i've established since ever.

......................................................*screaming myself* this feels so gooooooooooood.