As I was scrolling twitter just now, there is one quote yg wow

"A woman can't change a man because she loves him, but a man can change himself because he loves her"- Gentleman

Entahlah, i am not reminiscing on those past of mine but to think that how crazy am i rasa mcm i boleh ubah someone dulu, how berusahanya cari idea and jalan to change him so that he could get better in every way; is a big wowow.

But, he just did not want. He ignored. Because he doesn't love me enough as I do.

Padahal itu semua untuk dia jugak, bukan orang lain. If breakup pun, advantages is still all yours. What is there to lose?

Effort? Sometimes it ridiculous but logically he just never be in love and that is why. Culture shock i must say.

Today, God give me someone who unconditionally want to change himself tanpa perlu paksa, tanpa perlu big fuss. I am so blessed. I am so blessed and thankful for having this one man yang i think really LOVES .... He think in so many aspect, he think of himself, his life and at last he think of me. It just beautiful, as it is.

I don't know what to expect in future, things might can change in few milliseconds. I can lose him anytime and everywhere but I hope we can do this better. We learnt a lot just to get all the way here. May this will be the last stop that we have in each of our love story.

Thankyou orang disana! But I AM HUNGRY RN! Stop la kejap buat report huaaaa.