So, in the end of the day its all back to the blessings.

I've been wandering like a ghost since few days ago, well KRP tetiba takde air without notice. I am sooo hanggggrrrrrry. Its crazy and I am so tired. Lucky to have Faz around, she let me ulang-alik to and fro her room for few days. Alhamdulillah, last night air dah start ada. But its really crazy,its around 2.30am, I almost about to tell Alex to just directly go to Faz's block, forget la all comforter blanket and so on plus I left my car in KTF. But still Alex persistent to have me take a check on my block. Dengan keterpaksaan, I went up (it was deadly silent, no one in my aras) and I opened the tap taaaaaaaaaaaaaaraaaaaaaaaa dah ada air.

Terharu like gila betul. Baru tadi teresak-esak menangis-nangis dalam kereta sebab takde air hahaha. Thankyou lah Alex yang penyabar dan baik hati. May Allah bless you.

Come into my upside down life, I started to feel something this lately......... I'm really sensitive to changes. I realized, this semester I started to dislike people around me. I started to bias when it start to choosing someone (esp: friends). Globally, everyone knows I am so piccccccky (LOLOLOL). I don't show my colours to just everyone. I started to dislike and I started to tell people that I disliked these some people. Apakah?

It is so unhealthy. It so weird of me to have so much time disliking someone. I feel reeeally dirty. Idk. Maybe because I'm in my holililiday so I don't do much works, I got so many times to think and use my brain sooooo I guess I have time to pick and judge people. That is why I think I should stop berTENANG-LENANG. I should aggresively work, find the thing that I REALLY WANT TO DO IN MY LIFE. GET BACK TO THE TRACK TO FIND MY DEEPEST PASSION. TO BECOME A REAAALLY PERSISTENT HUMAN.

It sounds so childish, but this semester alone i disliked 5 PEOPLES. What the hell is going on guys? Yes its normal to dislike some people, but it so ugly to avoid them a lot and feel annoyed. These fellas did not do anything lol. Pity life.

So I'm getting back in the track, be really busy with work. I wanna live a healthy life. I don't want a rotten heart. May the force be with me ,Bismillah:)