Salam hai omg lamanya tak jumpa semua, lamanya tak tulis aaark rindu hehe. Harini nak tulis jugak tak kira what happen sebab ada benda nak bagitahu tapi tak boleh bagitahu direct. You guys percaya tak dalam hidup kita, akan ada orang yang sangaaaat jauh tapi istimewa. Jarang jumpa, takde direct contact yada yada yada tapi kita kisahkan orang tu. Kita pandang orang tu...
Salam. Alhamdulillah selamat sudah majlis. I'm blessed and everything just okay. But still, i chose to write up a bit untuk kenangan di lain hari ecewah. First, bila khabar angin pasal bertunang ni datang, i was like ummmm sebab memang perancangan since kecik lagi (lols) memang toksey bertunang ni sebab i personally felt membazir and tak perlu bermajlis. But (again) ibu ayah sangat...
Actually, there is two issues and maybe three that i was longing to write since ever. I just to busy these days with load of works and commitment. But i think i have some message that i would like to deliver in my blog for no reason. its lengthy and just like a pile of water in bucket, hmm. I need to study...
Well maybe it’s meAnd my blind optimism to blame -Taylor Swift And i'll add your name to my long list of traitors who don't understand I honestly hate traitors So don't let it stay between us You never want to see me go mad But I took your matchesBefore fire could catch meSo don’t look nowI’m shining like fireworksOver your sad empty town...
Pitching black Friends. What does it means if you don't mean it You told me that I live in pathetic life Not many friends and foe Have no one to turn when things turn bad Have no one to share the sweet joy Well, at least I don't hurt myself. Well, at least I don't betray myself. Like you did to others As...
Who would ever thought that the part that should be the beginning is actually the end. It is a dead end with nowhere to go. We have nowhere to go for now. I doubt if things can get better. this is the entry that I wrote about the progress but somehow I just left it in the draft for no reason. Now i...
"the strongest ones bleed in silence. have no one applauding their growth. have no one watching their healing process. they bloom in silence" -iambrillyant let's start over. its not something new. it is called "welcome home/hey you've returned!" hahaha. ...
I would like to put 'today' in a frame. Because soon, it will be history. I woke up late. Ok tersedar at maybe 3am then certainly at 6.35am but tanak bukak mata. Siap bukak comforter and roll dalam tu. Wow amirah, that's impressive! Bijaksana, sini dan situ. Dengan harapan 6.45am akan terjaga but guess what? Seperti kisah-kisah dan alasan cliche yang lain, aku...
I had fun loving myself. This time it is a bit different, i guess... Previously, I learnt that loving myself is to keep myself away from harmful people and society. Now, I learn to take care of myself and love it dearly. Fun. Believe me that is the fittest word i can give. This somehow will sounds materialistic but i don't mind. Because...
I'm dull Visions and dreams Where is it go? Plans and outlines I don't believe in myself anymore I'm just helpless And hopeless And it so hard to pretend that everything is fine when everything is not :) And i'm kinda curious, who is the mysterious person who constantly read this plain blog? Whoever you are, thank you so much :) You make...
When the lights gettin' dimmer I let out deep sigh My eyes sparkle As I gasped the crystals fall In a free fall I have nothing much to do But still I feel restless I tried to wrote But the demons It still there In my head Would you let me dream for a while? Where I won't feel longing anymore ...
Salam and nice day everyone! Well, today is my first day of class utk semester 6. Yuhuuuu. Happy, takut dan sebagainya haha. Rasa pelik sikit sebab Alex takde. Em rasa pelik sangat. Then tak cukup masa nak recover from homesick haha. Tak boleh la kan nak mengada manja sangat, gerak kena laju. Tak boleh baring lama-lama. Sejak balik sini, aku ada banyak sangat...
Can i say emm impian yang tertangguh? Mementingkan prioriti yang lebih prioriti daripada prioriti lain. Sampai bila nak bermain-main, berpusing-pusing di takuk lama? Janganlah kita pentingkan diri okay Amirah? Tak baik, tak baik. Bukankah rezeki setiap orang tu lain-lain dan waktunya pun lain-lain. Basically, aku kena sabar sikit dan percaya yang hari itu akan tiba. So now just stick to the plan and...
When all the butterflies fly away From the hopes that we always dream of From the expectations that had after all this time The leaves falls to the ground Randomly, slowly, relentlessly We ended up stuck between our hope and reality Life sucks But let just close our eyes again tonight Let just forget all the pain, all the ruckuss Let just be...
When this crowded room seems to be empty I used to wait you to wake up in the morning Calling your phone for thousands time Ok tipu je heeeeeeee. I might feel like being crushed If I were at your place right now I've been thinking about it Since the day I left I wish we can have other option Better than this...
Salam and good everning. I'm homieee. Its a long and boring drive, alone. Alah acahnya hahaha. Its a sad drive after all :) I thought dapat balik sama-sama dengan Alex, main potong-potong kereta. && he will reserve the right lane for me. That so damn funny and its crazy. Selalu kena buli je on the highway, its good to have a guardian behind....
I don't where to start because I am here writing the ending, the ending chapter. But I guess I need to manipulate my mind lol, maybe this is a start of something new. Well, that sounds much better. Today is really something for me, my atuk are no longer here with us and I believe he is now at a better place where...
Assalamualaikum 2018! Omg. Alhamdulillah super muper duper bersyukur, diberi kesempatan untuk hidup dengan nikmat yang tak terkira banyaknya. && 2017 did mean so so much to me :D I broke up with a guy who don't value me, join program tanpa rehat tanpa henti, no weekend, no jalan-jalan, buat benda gila sorang-sorang, jumpa ramaaaaaaaai orang, belajar banyak benda, faced my fears, loving myself...
