I'm dull

Visions and dreams

Where is it go?

Plans and outlines

I don't believe in myself anymore

I'm just helpless

And hopeless

And it so hard to pretend that everything is fine when everything is not :)





And i'm kinda curious, who is the mysterious person who constantly read this plain blog?
Whoever you are, thank you so much :)

You make me feel less-useless.


Honestly-feeling-weird-and-thankful,

Amirah.

When the lights gettin' dimmer
I let out deep sigh
My eyes sparkle
As I gasped the crystals fall
In a free fall

I have nothing much to do
But still I feel restless
I tried to wrote
But the demons
It still there
In my head

Would you let me dream for a while?
Where I won't feel longing anymore

Salam and nice day everyone!

Well, today is my first day of class utk semester 6. Yuhuuuu. Happy, takut dan sebagainya haha. Rasa pelik sikit sebab Alex takde. Em rasa pelik sangat. Then tak cukup masa nak recover from homesick haha. Tak boleh la kan nak mengada manja sangat, gerak kena laju. Tak boleh baring lama-lama.

Sejak balik sini, aku ada banyak sangat masa untuk berfikir. Aku rasa aku banyak mengeluh and lupa mengeluh. Banyak dah yang aku ada (mungkin tak sebanyak org lain) tapi apa yang aku ada sekarang dah lebih drpd apa yang patut, tapi why aku masih mengeluh?

Petang yang cantik dan aku masih berfikir. Rasa macam nak keluar petang ni tapi takpelah, maybe petang esok? ;D

Can i say emm impian yang tertangguh? Mementingkan prioriti yang lebih prioriti daripada prioriti lain. Sampai bila nak bermain-main, berpusing-pusing di takuk lama? Janganlah kita pentingkan diri okay Amirah? Tak baik, tak baik.

Bukankah rezeki setiap orang tu lain-lain dan waktunya pun lain-lain. Basically, aku kena sabar sikit dan percaya yang hari itu akan tiba. So now just stick to the plan and keep outlining on paperssss. Biar nampak, biar jelas, biar bergerak.

Sabar and be happy!