It my man birthday but I'm still overwhelmed by this reeling feeling. A mixture of unsure and unhappy. Honestly, I'm in great despair. I know how it feels to be alone, seeing only me, talk to only me. Now, I am back to forget all the pain that scares me for the whole 5 years but I'm seemingly unwanted :)

My marriage sounds like a burden :):)

This time I can't run. I wish time would travel fast, so I could escape. So all their burden will be at ease when the time comes.

I have so much in my mind but everything is so dense now, I can't even think straight.