Pitching black

Friends.
What does it means if you don't mean it

You told me that I live in pathetic life
Not many friends and foe
Have no one to turn when things turn bad
Have no one to share the sweet joy

Well, at least I don't hurt myself.
Well, at least I don't betray myself.
Like you did to others

As a 'friend'.

Who would ever thought that the part that should be the beginning is actually the end. It is a dead end with nowhere to go. We have nowhere to go for now. I doubt if things can get better.







this is the entry that I wrote about the progress but somehow I just left it in the draft for no reason. Now i know why.


Did I lost his track already?
Saya serahkan segala urusan kepada Tuhan yang membolak-balikkan hati.



Berikan kami jalan pulang.
Hapuskan penderitaannya, ringankan bebannya.