The problem now is me. I did found my way out of the conflicts and everyone doing great job as a friend but I can't stand being alone. The loneliness really kills me. Terbiasa sangat ada org untuk berbual, ajak keluar and all. To restrict myself now, it's even harder and annoyying :(

Well this indicates me that I don't have many friend, dush. Takpelah, willpower kena kuat.