It just malam-malam biasa yang sunyi. Kalau malam-malam sebelum ni aku tutup kesunyian ni dengan tidur awal, malam ni aku dah tak larat tidur awal :)

So I'm getting back to my self, fikir dalam-dalam dan mengungkit. LOL. Let me get it straight! Recently, I had a "di-angin-lalu" talk with an old friend. He told me, kau jangan manja-manja sangat dgn partner kau sekarang. Lelaki ni senang rimas, nanti jadi macam ****. FFFFFFFFFFFFFFU. Yes. Aku pandang muka dia dan senyum. Tak mampu nak membalas. Takut dia mampus kena siat.

\\Honestly man, you don't know a thing about me.

Teringat la dulu, someone told me "even your exes setuju kau clingy". 

Sebab tu dia pergi.

You know, "kau pergi, semua yang pergi" matter the most to me. So I could met someone better. I don't know if telling other people about me, would make you slightly better. Idgaf. 

I know I'm not a good person. But you not in the place to judge.

Thanks a lot. But at least now I found someone who really loves me no matter how ugly my character. L for the haters.

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Lonely night are creeping in. I know my sad night are coming. Haunting me. Letting me to stay at the corner of my dark room, listening to Taylor's old song.